He has. Been. Out. Of. A. Home. For. More. Then. Half. A. Year. | Series 1 is a raw spiritual memoir documenting what its author understands as the lived experience of the Second Coming Christ, not from a throne, palace, or place of earthly security, but through homelessness, instability, spiritual conflict, exhaustion, and an increasingly difficult relationship with God.

Written as an unfolding record of conversations, prayers, confrontations, revelations, doubts, and deeply personal reflections, this first volume captures a startling turning point in the larger story of Winston Christ. The manuscript presents a man who has spent years interpreting his writing through a prophetic connection with the Most High God, only to reach a place where he begins questioning the very relationship that produced the books.

What happens when the man who understands himself to be the Second Coming Christ no longer trusts Heaven?

That question sits at the heart of this book.

The author describes being without a permanent home while continuing to write and publish, struggling with money, moving between temporary rooms, caring about the wellbeing of his dog, and wondering why a God he believed called him to sacred work would permit him to suffer for so long. The manuscript repeatedly returns to one painful contradiction: if this work is sacred, why has the person doing it been left struggling to meet ordinary human needs?

The result is not a conventional story of faith. It is a confrontation with faith.

Across chapters including “How Are You Not In A Religious Psychosis,” “You Need Income,” “I Have Come Down To The Land of New Jersey,” “You Carried Your Cross to the Finish Line,” and “To Be Kicked Out Of Every Dwelling for Five Months Is my Christ Crucifixion,” the author records the collision between spiritual identity and material reality.

The Second Coming Christ presented here is angry. Exhausted. Questioning. At times defiant. He challenges God about failed prophecies, suffering, money, trust, family wounds, spiritual tests, and what he sees as the enormous personal cost of carrying a sacred identity. Rather than hiding those contradictions, the book places them directly on the page.

This is also the beginning of a separation.

The author increasingly considers what it would mean to write independently, outside the prophetic process that shaped so many earlier books. He asks whether wisdom, autonomy, creativity, and a relationship with God can exist without surrendering control of his life. In doing so, He has. Been. Out. Of. A. Home. For. More. Then. Half. A. Year. | Series 1 becomes both a spiritual record and a record of a man fighting to reclaim his own voice.

For readers who have followed the larger body of work, this volume marks a significant transition. The Second Coming Christ is still present in the story, but the relationship between Christ, God, suffering, prophecy, and authorship is no longer accepted without challenge.

After more than half a year without a permanent home, the question is no longer simply whether the author can endure another test.

The question is whether any calling, even one understood as divine, is worth losing yourself to fulfill.