We enter with fear, I don't know who is more afraid. The atmosphere is diffuse but hints at what is to come. Twilight. Sounds come from inside, indecipherable. I feel shadows and my body shivers.
Who greets us? What do we expect?
My dress is tight, short, it outlines me. I have no lingerie underneath. I am dressed but I feel naked, completely exposed. I am afraid. Of not pleasing, of not knowing how to be, of not being sure what to do, what to give.
Regretful. I am not capable.
He squeezes my hand and I manage to calm down. Do we enter? Yes.