For years, surviving meant escaping into daydreams while trying to find completeness in all the wrong places.

In this raw, deeply inspiring memoir, Natalee lifts the veil on her journey through emotional fractures, repeated heartbreak, and hard-won resilience.

Never First is a poignant reminder that no matter how painful the previous chapters of your life have been, you always hold the power to turn the page, step into your self-worth, and rewrite your own ending.