For as long as I can remember, I have always strived for more.



I recall this from a very young age and this book tries to explain the demons that drove me.



Whilst delving deep into my memory and often with raw emotion, I can now understand and hopefully come to terms with how very much my troubled childhood shaped me throughout most of my adult life.



I was always told it's character building if I was asked to do or go anywhere outside of my comfort zone… which I took to mean Just have a go—what's the worst that could happen?



I have used this writing experience to reflect on my life, the highs and lows… and hopefully come out a better person.